medicals and waiting...

Now I know what they mean when I've read or been told that it actually gets harder to wait once you have a referral or are 'very' close to one....today I asked about my referral after I had promised myself I just would continue to wait....however did get a bit more information. Apparently my agency director is awaiting the medical reports on a few children that will be placed through our agency...once those reports are in then PAP's will be notified....and am "hoping" that I will be one of those PAP's....so for now I continue to wait and hope and wait and hope...