Well I had a strange week….this hasn't happened since 2010 when things started to move towards a possible referral…in other words, checking my email many many times a day, calling home to see if I have any phone messages….looking for signs everywhere and anywhere that I will hear about a new child who is meant to join our family….but so far nothing!! so so hard to wait and harder with the expectation of thinking I'll hear soon!!…so for now, still trying to keep busy, do have lots to do…midterm marks, professional development days, and Easter…though of course I wanted to hear before Easter…I wanted to hear before NOW!! but I know in this journey, the timing is perfect but is out of my hands and beyond my choice and control and though I know, from my experience with Matteo, that after it happens it will all seem so right, but for now I want it to happen NOW!!!
okay just had to get that off my chest!!
hope everyone has a great weekend….my plan is to get the deck ready for lots of spring sitting….because finally finally we're supposed to get some spring like weather!! in honour of this weekend and the warmer weather, we decided to start our weekend with some ice-cream from an ice-cream place we've been wanting to try out.
Ca fait tellement longtemps que je ne suis pas venue sur ton blog, ni sur ceux des autres ! Avec Facebook, on ne pense plus à aller sur le blog. Mais je me rend compte que j'ai manqué une partie de ton histoire. Je ne me rappellais pas du tout que tu avais fait une nouvelle demande !!!!! Je vais suivre ton blog beaucoup plus souvent maintenant !
ReplyDeleteMatteo est tellement grand et tellement beau, je n'en reviens pas à quel point il a changé, il n'est plus un bébé !
Thank you Chantal, yes, may be close, though it still feels like it will never happen! Yes Matteo is so big!! so wonderful and so challenging these days!
DeleteMais souviens toi pour Matteo comment tu pensais que ça n'arriverait jamais. Et finalement, ça a fini par arriver !!!
DeleteEst-ce que tu es sur la liste régulière ou pour un enfant à besoins spéciaux ?
répond moi sur Facebook... ca va aller mieux pour parler !
DeleteWaiting is HARD. I hope you hear good news soon!
ReplyDeleteThanks Lisa, I was doing okay up until a few weeks ago and now it seems to be getting so HARD to focus on anything else and everything else seems hard too!! The unknown!!! I too hope we enter the next stage of waiting after a referral…with Matteo I found that much easier to deal with!!
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